海南高中:谁能帮我翻译一下下面的句子啊，是我现在的心情，我现在很迷茫

从前没有人觉得我考不上锦州中学，但我没考上，所有认识我的人都惊讶了。现在，没有人觉得我可以考到北京大学，我一定要人们再一次惊讶。
Before nobody had thought I would fail to enter JinZhou Middle School, but I did. All the people knowing me surprised. Now nobody thinks I can make it to enter Peking University. I know I will surprise them again.

我不怕折磨
I do not fear failure
我知道，我相信
I know and I believe

我曾经看见困难，变的胆小不够勇敢，
I have seen difficulties and became coward and not brave
但还是要相信
but still you need to believe

相信感觉
believe in feelings
相信简单
believe in simpleness

也许等我懂得事实
maybe after I understand the truth
会灰心
I might lose heart
至少现在让我去相信
But at least let me believe it now

Come on, we believe in you!

This feeling can treat recall the previously no one feel that I test not up JinZhou high school, but I did not pass examination, having to know my person amazed.Now, no one feels that I can test the University of Peking, I must people are again surprised.

I not afraid molestation
I know, I believe

I have ever seen the difficulty, the timidity that changed is not enough brave,
But believe still
Belief felling
The belief is simple

Wait perhaps I know the fact
Would be disappointed
Let me believing now at least

I don't afraid of harassment,
I believe now and whenever;

I used to see many difficults, and was made chicken-hearted,
and was made not enough brave,
but I still believe,
believe feelings,
believe casual;

Perhaps I kown the truth,
and lose courage.
BUT NOW!
I believe.

每个人都有失意的时候，我在初中时一直在校第一名，中考却不甚理想，那时都不敢出门，怕见老师，但高一第一学期又回到了第2名。
我的理想也是北大，虽然现在以我的成绩看起来不理想，一切似乎很难企及，但我不会放弃，我要坚持到底！

Formerly no one feels that I test not up the jin state high school, but I did not pass examination, my persons of all understandings all amazed.Now, no one feels that I can test the University of Peking, I must the people are again surprised.

My not afraid molestation
I know that I believe

I have ever see difficult, the timid not enough braveness that change,
But still need to believe
Believe the felling
Believe in brief

Perhaps wait I know the fact
Would be disappointed
Let me believe now at least

Before, everybody believed I could go to Jinjiang Middle School, but I didn't.They all got surprised at the news.
Today,nobody believed I could go to Beijing University,but I will, I'm going to make them surprise again.

I'm not afraid of any harassment
I know this , I believe this.

At one time
I met with some difficulties
which made me nervous,
and not able to face the music
but
I would always believe
belive my feeling
and the simpleness(什么叫相信简单?)

Maybe
I'll get depressed
when I know the fact
but at least
I'm believing it!

no one thought i could not get in jingzhou middle school,but it is true,every one who know me surprise.now,no one think i can get in beijing university,but i will make everyone surprised again.